Life Update!

Hi People! Welcome back to the blog. I hope you people are doing fine and I think so is me. So I have not been blogging for like a couple of days now. Like literally for months I know!

So literally a lot has happened in these months and the one today I feel talking about is depression and rejections. So yes I had faced many rejections and I know it is very common to have them but the problem is that when I knew that I was a perfect candidate that time I had got rejected which feels really depressing. Yes! It is a lot depressing than thought. The other candidates might be more skilled than me but I am really curious to know what made them more skillful than me the experience, projects or what. And literally there is no one to give me guidance about it to me. Also I just don’t talk much about it with others.

Moving ahead I would like to talk about depression like how college sucked I am. College is a lot boring than I thought. Professor’s aren’t really much excited about research and just are interested in completing the syllabus just like is done in the schools. Maybe the professor’s that I had in this semester are like that but maybe other’s maybe good. I have no idea neither do I have any expectations from my University and nor I am excited to go to college. Sometimes I think that I have joined the wrong college and have taken the wrong branch .It does not excite me anymore. Neither are the professors nor are the classmates excited about research. Everyone just want to get into MAANG Companies and have a good salary that is all they think about it. And yes neither do I have a good friend circle and yes I am very much responsible for it.

As I had talked about in my one of my previous post “First day of College” I talked about how friends that I meet up in the starting will not be there for me later on and I know I was very much correct about it. Most of them will just take advantage of you and ya I just not want to abuse them more because I think that’s it Like I literally have a lot to say but I think that’s enough.

Well, Ya Thank you for reading and I hope you people will have a nice day. And one thing that I want to say is that just don’t be afraid of failures and not everyone deserves your friendship!

Thank You!